Dear Ka😊

Hai ka pibol , apa kabar?
Semoga kamu baik baik aja ya..
Oya , de cuma mau kasih tau lagu ini, plis dengerin sampe abis yak..

Hmm lebay dikit gpp kan ka? Hehe
Mungkin ini terakhir kalinya de ganggu ka, bosen ya denger kata-kata itu terus😅
Tapi ini serius , de gabakal gangguin ka lagi , i mean, i gave up to get you back to me..
Jadi, pas dengerin lagu itu diradio kok kayaknya cocok banget hehehe
Semua lirik lagunya pas banget buat kita..

Ternyata cuma sampai disini aja ya perjalanan kita , padahal de ngarepnya bisa lebih lohh..
Engga , ka gak PHP ko , de aja yg mikirnya berlebihan..
Kalo jodoh gak kemana ya ka😊
Tapi kalo kita ga jodoh , de mohon sama ka, jangan pernah lupain cerita kita..
Seandainya nanti ada yang gantiin posisi de , ka harus janji jangan lupa bahagia , jangan pernah lepas lagi orang yang ka sayang..

Udah ah itu aja , tar akyu galau lagi hehe
Makasih loh udah pernah ada dihidup de..
Maaf kalo ada salah kata atau perbuatan de yang bikin hati ka sakit , soalnya de ga mungkin bisa nyembuhinnya hehe

Kemungkinannya kecil juga sih , ka bakalan baca ini..
You know , setakut apa aku , gak berani ngomong langsung ke ka..
Makanya jadi nulis disini..

So, kalo ada orang lain yang baca, pura-pura gabaca aja ya guys..
Malu daku jadinya hehe

Night ka pibol nya de , semoga masih bisa ketemu ya kedepannya..

Entah....

Aku sangat tidak suka dengan kata entah, seperti mengombang-ngambing tak jelas arahnya kemana, menggantung, dan juga itu selalu mengingatkanku kepadamu.

Ya, kamu, tak jelas dengan apa yang kau pilih,membuatku bingung, atau setidakmengerti itulah aku ke kamu?

Ku kira ku cukup untuk mengenalmu.

Raja Tega

15 September..
Terngiang 2 tahun yang lalu, sepasang pemuda pemudi merajuk kembali cinta kasihnya (jiahhhhh).
Hehehe

Mungkin dia lupa..
Tentu saja!
Dia kan si raja tega

Oh you~

Hey kamu! Aku tadi ketemu kamu, tapi kamu yang lain. Tulang wajahnya, warna kulitnya, tinggi badannya, kurusnya, bahkan terkadang sifat lucunya ke aku mirip sekali denganmu.
Sayang dia milik orang lain.
Lebih disayangkan dia bukan kamu. Hanya orang yang mirip sepertimu..

"Kita"

Bego banget ishh. Seharusnya gue tau kalo tempat gue udah digantiin sama yang lain. Entah kenapa hati gue gak terima.

Tapi inilah hidup, bukan?

Saat kenyataan tak sesuai dengan yang kita impikan. Bahkan saat ini tak ada lagi kata "kita" diantara kami. Bagaimana bisa ada "kita" jika berjalan pun tak seiring?

Like a Knife by Secondhand Serenade

I did a lot, I know you say

I've got to get away.

"The world is not yours for the taking"

Is all you ever say.

I know I'm not the best for you,

But promise that you'll stay.

'Cause if I watch you go,

You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

'Cause today, you walked out of my life

'Cause today, your words felt like a knife

I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain

And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.

These streets are filled with memories

Both good for detected pain

And all I wanna do is love you

But I'm the only one to blame.

'Cause today, you walked out of my life

'Cause today, your words felt like a knife

I'm not living this life.

But what do I know, if you're leaving

All you did was stop the bleeding.

But these scars will stay forever,

These scars will stay forever

And these words have no meaning

If we cannot find the feeling

That we held on to together

Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me, Or watch me bleed,

I need you just to breathe.

'Cause today, you walked out of my life

(stay with me, or watch me bleed)

'Cause today, your words felt like a knife

(i need you just to breathe.)

I'm not living this life

WHY?? by Secondhand Serenade

The buttons on my phone are worn thin

I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.

But I've broken all my promises to you

I've broken all my promises to you.

(**)

Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this so easily?

You make it hard to smile because

You make it hard to breathe

Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,

Is harder than I ever feared

And you were left feeling so alone.

Because these days aren't easy

Like they have been once before

These days aren't easy anymore.

#Back to (**)

I should've known this wasn't real

And fought it off and fought to feel

What matters most? Everything

That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.

I promise you I will bring you home

I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this so easily?

You make it hard to smile because

You make it hard to breathe

Why do you do this to me?

To me, to me, to me...