Entah....

Aku sangat tidak suka dengan kata entah, seperti mengombang-ngambing tak jelas arahnya kemana, menggantung, dan juga itu selalu mengingatkanku kepadamu.

Ya, kamu, tak jelas dengan apa yang kau pilih,membuatku bingung, atau setidakmengerti itulah aku ke kamu?

Ku kira ku cukup untuk mengenalmu.

Raja Tega

15 September..
Terngiang 2 tahun yang lalu, sepasang pemuda pemudi merajuk kembali cinta kasihnya (jiahhhhh).
Hehehe

Mungkin dia lupa..
Tentu saja!
Dia kan si raja tega

Oh you~

Hey kamu! Aku tadi ketemu kamu, tapi kamu yang lain. Tulang wajahnya, warna kulitnya, tinggi badannya, kurusnya, bahkan terkadang sifat lucunya ke aku mirip sekali denganmu.
Sayang dia milik orang lain.
Lebih disayangkan dia bukan kamu. Hanya orang yang mirip sepertimu..

"Kita"

Bego banget ishh. Seharusnya gue tau kalo tempat gue udah digantiin sama yang lain. Entah kenapa hati gue gak terima.

Tapi inilah hidup, bukan?

Saat kenyataan tak sesuai dengan yang kita impikan. Bahkan saat ini tak ada lagi kata "kita" diantara kami. Bagaimana bisa ada "kita" jika berjalan pun tak seiring?

Like a Knife by Secondhand Serenade

I did a lot, I know you say

I've got to get away.

"The world is not yours for the taking"

Is all you ever say.

I know I'm not the best for you,

But promise that you'll stay.

'Cause if I watch you go,

You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

'Cause today, you walked out of my life

'Cause today, your words felt like a knife

I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain

And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.

These streets are filled with memories

Both good for detected pain

And all I wanna do is love you

But I'm the only one to blame.

'Cause today, you walked out of my life

'Cause today, your words felt like a knife

I'm not living this life.

But what do I know, if you're leaving

All you did was stop the bleeding.

But these scars will stay forever,

These scars will stay forever

And these words have no meaning

If we cannot find the feeling

That we held on to together

Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me, Or watch me bleed,

I need you just to breathe.

'Cause today, you walked out of my life

(stay with me, or watch me bleed)

'Cause today, your words felt like a knife

(i need you just to breathe.)

I'm not living this life

WHY?? by Secondhand Serenade

The buttons on my phone are worn thin

I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.

But I've broken all my promises to you

I've broken all my promises to you.

(**)

Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this so easily?

You make it hard to smile because

You make it hard to breathe

Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,

Is harder than I ever feared

And you were left feeling so alone.

Because these days aren't easy

Like they have been once before

These days aren't easy anymore.

#Back to (**)

I should've known this wasn't real

And fought it off and fought to feel

What matters most? Everything

That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.

I promise you I will bring you home

I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this so easily?

You make it hard to smile because

You make it hard to breathe

Why do you do this to me?

To me, to me, to me...

Stay Close, Don't Go by Secondhand Serenade

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,

is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?

I know I've been selfish,

I know I've been foolish,

but look through that

and you will see,

I'll do better, I know,

Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,

don't tell me I will make it on my own,

don't leave me tonight,

this heart of stone will sing till it dies

if you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,

I listen to your breathing,

amazed how I somehow managed to

sweep you off your feet girl,

your perfect little feet girl

I took for granted what you do.

But I'll do better, I know

Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,

don't tell me I will make it on my own,

don't leave me tonight,

this heart of stone will sing till it dies

if you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is open, oh,

it's putting up the fight,

and I've got this feeling,

that everything's alright,

and don't you see,

I'm not the only one for you

but you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone…..

Kau yang menabur, Kau yang menuai

Taburlah kebaikan maka kau kan dapat banyak kebaikan, begitupun sebaliknya jika kau menabur keburukan janganlah harap mendapat kebaikan..

"Suatu hasil tak akan pernah mengkhianati prosesnya"

*this is true

Semoga bermanfaat^^

THE LAST TIME by Taylor Swift ft. Gary Lightbody

(Gary Lightbody:)
Found myself at your door
Just like all those times before
I'm not sure how I got there
All roads they lead me here.

I imagine you are home
In your room, all alone
And you open your eyes into mine,
And everything feels better.

(Both:)
Right before your eyes
I'm breaking, no past, no reasons why,
Just you and me.

This is the last time I'm asking you this
Put my name at the top of your list
This is the last time I'm asking you why
You break my heart in the blink of an eye..

(Taylor Swift:)
You find yourself at my door
Just like all those times before
You wear you best apology
But I was there to watch you leave

And all the times I let you in
Just for you to go again
Disappear when you come back,
Everything is better

(Both:)
Right before your eyes
I'm aching, run fast, no where to hide,
Just you and me....

This is the last time I'm asking you this
Put my name at the top of your list
This is the last time I'm asking you why
You break my heart in the blink of an eye..

This is the last time you tell me I've got it wrong
This is the last time I say it's been you all along
This is the last time I let you in my door
This is the last time I won't hurt you anymore....